Like a Dream
(74 minutes, 2024)
Rosefsky Gallery - October 9th - November 6th, 2025
Third Space screening - December 1st, 2024
Images Vevey Biennale - September 7th - 29th, 2024
Roxy Cinema screening - June 21st, 2024
apartamento - short film about the making of
An experimental and parodic film, Like a Dream retraces Marianna Rothen's 17-year career in modeling. After becoming a photographer/ filmmaker, she spent three years making
this autobiographical behind-the-scenes feature film. The film tells the humorous story of a teenager who left home in the late 1990s to become an international model. Through bizarre,
caricatured stagings, Rothen embodies the figure of the "Young Girl". Her character, confronted by an environment obsessed with perfection, faces abuse of power and depression.
Creating a mise en abyme, the Canadian artist moves among a multitude of plastic mannequins. She animates them like puppets in scenes evoking this dream life. Demystifying the
glamour of catwalks and glossy magazine pages, Like a Dream functions as an intimate diary and authentic testimony to an experience lived between dream and reality.
TRAILER:
“Being a model was some kind of mystery. Who got to be the one people liked? I didn’t think of myself as pretty. My long limbs got in the way. I tripped and stumbled a lot,
sometimes at those first castings and sometimes on the runway. Often, I wore the wrong outfit and would get into trouble. My voice was quiet, afraid I’d say the wrong thing.
Anytime I got a job or someone made a fuss, I thought, ‘Little old me?’ I tried to let them mould me into the person they wanted me to be. It took a long time; I was not as fast as the
others. I would cry sometimes at the agency because I didn’t understand what they meant when they told me to clean up my look. They would say, ‘You need to look glamorous, you
need to be chic and dress a little sexy, add some va-va-voom!’
The only thing I had was my photography. I instinctively knew this was something I wanted to document. This experience I couldn’t put into words held a future out in front of me like a
carrot. Taking photos, I learnt, was something I could use to connect with people. If I wanted to be someone’s friend, I would ask if I could take their picture. The girls liked me because I
was one of them. They could be themselves, they didn’t have to be sexy or glam. Photography gave me direction and purpose. Maybe I would’ve been a better model had I not cared
so much about this thing that felt like rebellion. But to me, the success of my career is these photographs and the places they’ve brought me to to be able to make my film.”
PHOTOGRAPHS:
Two girls from Russia (Taipei), 2004
Backstage, first fashion show (Toronto), self-portrait, 1997
At my parent’s house, after my first photoshoot (Bolton), self-portrait, 1997
Childhood bedroom mirror (Bolton), 1997
Girl from Russia (Taipei), 2004
On my way to Milan, 2001
Ruta (Tokyo), 2002
Katania (Hawaii), 2008
Getting ready to meet Steven Meisel (48th street, New York), self-portrait, 1998
Lucy (Sydney), 2003
Jill (Tokyo), 2002
Sex, hotel room (Milan), 2001
Smoking (a friend in Tokyo), 2000
Airport (Europe), 2001
Model Hotel in Hyères (France), 2002
Swedish Girl (Tokyo), 2001
Megi (Brooklyn), 2007
Girls waiting outside a casting (Milan), 2001
Tokyo photographer, 2000
Jordan (Upstate N.Y.), 2005
Twins (Paris), 2002
Model Drivers (Milan), 2001
Stella backstage with bb (Milan), 2001
Partying post fashion show (Brooklyn), self-portrait, 2001
Miss Tennessee (Taipei), 2004
Girl from Siberia #1 (Taipei), 2004
Bella Engaged, 2001
With Bella (East Village, New York), self-portrait, 2001
Boo-Boo Bear (Elizabeth), 2008
Christine in Paris (Père Lachaise Cemetery), 2002
Girl in robe (New York), 2004
Katania at The Royal Hawaiian, 2008
Olga shows me around the model apartment (Tokyo), 2000
Olga’s Bed (Tokyo), 2000