Like a Dream

(74 minutes, 2024)

Rosefsky Gallery - October 9th - November 6th, 2025

Third Space screening - December 1st, 2024

Images Vevey Biennale - September 7th - 29th, 2024

Roxy Cinema screening - June 21st, 2024

apartamento - short film about the making of

An experimental and parodic film, Like a Dream retraces Marianna Rothen's 17-year career in modeling. After becoming a photographer/ filmmaker, she spent three years making

this autobiographical behind-the-scenes feature film. The film tells the humorous story of a teenager who left home in the late 1990s to become an international model. Through bizarre,

caricatured stagings, Rothen embodies the figure of the "Young Girl". Her character, confronted by an environment obsessed with perfection, faces abuse of power and depression.

Creating a mise en abyme, the Canadian artist moves among a multitude of plastic mannequins. She animates them like puppets in scenes evoking this dream life. Demystifying the

glamour of catwalks and glossy magazine pages, Like a Dream functions as an intimate diary and authentic testimony to an experience lived between dream and reality.

TRAILER:

“Being a model was some kind of mystery. Who got to be the one people liked? I didn’t think of myself as pretty. My long limbs got in the way. I tripped and stumbled a lot,

sometimes at those first castings and sometimes on the runway. Often, I wore the wrong outfit and would get into trouble. My voice was quiet, afraid I’d say the wrong thing.

Anytime I got a job or someone made a fuss, I thought, ‘Little old me?’ I tried to let them mould me into the person they wanted me to be. It took a long time; I was not as fast as the

others. I would cry sometimes at the agency because I didn’t understand what they meant when they told me to clean up my look. They would say, ‘You need to look glamorous, you

need to be chic and dress a little sexy, add some va-va-voom!’ 

The only thing I had was my photography. I instinctively knew this was something I wanted to document. This experience I couldn’t put into words held a future out in front of me like a

carrot. Taking photos, I learnt, was something I could use to connect with people. If I wanted to be someone’s friend, I would ask if I could take their picture. The girls liked me because I

was one of them. They could be themselves, they didn’t have to be sexy or glam. Photography gave me direction and purpose. Maybe I would’ve been a better model had I not cared

so much about this thing that felt like rebellion. But to me, the success of my career is these photographs and the places they’ve brought me to to be able to make my film.”

PHOTOGRAPHS:

Two girls from Russia (Taipei), 2004

Backstage, first fashion show (Toronto), self-portrait, 1997

At my parent’s house, after my first photoshoot (Bolton), self-portrait, 1997

Childhood bedroom mirror (Bolton), 1997

Girl from Russia (Taipei), 2004

On my way to Milan, 2001

Ruta (Tokyo), 2002

Katania (Hawaii), 2008

Getting ready to meet Steven Meisel (48th street, New York), self-portrait, 1998

Lucy (Sydney), 2003

Jill (Tokyo), 2002

Sex, hotel room (Milan), 2001

Smoking (a friend in Tokyo), 2000

Airport (Europe), 2001

Model Hotel in Hyères (France), 2002

Swedish Girl (Tokyo), 2001

Megi (Brooklyn), 2007

Girls waiting outside a casting (Milan), 2001

Tokyo photographer, 2000

Jordan (Upstate N.Y.), 2005

Twins (Paris), 2002

Model Drivers (Milan), 2001

Stella backstage with bb (Milan), 2001

Partying post fashion show (Brooklyn), self-portrait, 2001

Miss Tennessee (Taipei), 2004

Girl from Siberia #1 (Taipei), 2004

Bella Engaged, 2001

With Bella (East Village, New York), self-portrait, 2001

Boo-Boo Bear (Elizabeth), 2008

Christine in Paris (Père Lachaise Cemetery), 2002

Girl in robe (New York), 2004

Katania at The Royal Hawaiian, 2008

Olga shows me around the model apartment (Tokyo), 2000

Olga’s Bed (Tokyo), 2000